I don't want to drink anymore

watching everybody drink, you think, “Hmm was I like that”?

I’m looking at myself, and I said to myself I don't want to do it anymore because I have mokos. I don't want to drink about them. I don’t want to be drunk around them, I don’t want them to see what alcohol is. And that is what I'm focusing on.

I don't drink anymore. I have done away with it.

I talk to my sons not to drink too much because it can take over your life. They have seen what me and my husband have been through. They are lucky they have got their licenses. They help us out. They know what him and I have been through and they don't want to be like us, but they want to support us.